I am an Ex-Muslim.
And, I am terrified that someone would find out and then I would have stained the honor of my family forever. I and many like myself are battling with our selves and battling with mental issues because of the society.
We are shown a choice between our freedom and our dignity and between our loved ones. Because what everything we are, everything that I am!
I'm not a believer to Allah, I don't believe in Mohammed, I don't pray.
I don't like, nor I want to wear this freaky hijab!
Everything I do is its disgrace to conservative Arabian family.
So we live a double life!
It's not normal to get used to lying, it's not normal!
Its shouldn't be normal!
I´m so tired and constantly battling!
Suicidal ideas constantly slipping day by day!
Maybe tomorrow will be better, maybe they'll be more open?
I don't know!
It’s probably not going to happen in my lifetime,
but the more we speak about it at least may they wake up and say;
“well you're still our human, you're still our daughter, you are still our friends even if you don't believe in any God”.
I wish that day would come!
I don't think it will, not in my lifetime!
For those people; the Islamic law and Islamic morals are not only good and right morals; anything else beside that is an insult!
I just want to be free!
And want to see these leftists who vigorously protect Islam from criticising!
What are you doing to us?
You are strangling us!
We have enough to deal with and you come along and prevent “a dialogue” with opening; “Islam is the religion of peace”,
Nooo, Islam is the religion of dominance and dogma!
Islam is the religion which abusing me in my family, not the my family!
That conservative Islam is doing the abusing!
Islam is not the religion of peace!
Islam stole my family from me!
You can listen to this Powerful Testimony Of Qatari Ex-Muslim on link below